kantoi...

december 17,thusday

that day is chen chun's b'day....we decide to celebrate his birthday...and i duno wat is the plan of his birthday...den i just wait 4 them to call me...till i fall asleep..=.=...

then when i wake up is already 9pm...den i call them...they are on their way to sunway piramid..and they say i duwan to go....maybe i give wrong infomations...nvm..den i speeding to sunway piramid...

i reach there and they still havent reach there...they keep me waiting man...around 20 min pass they arrive....and we decide to play pool...but the thing is they dun let the ppl who wear short pants in...ans i was wearing it...wth??why cant we wear short pants to ply pool??den we decide to go somewhere else...but i was like...i paying the parking ticket for nothing ah???wth....

den i go to the pay machine...and it come out 3 bucks!!!3 BUCKS!!!and i am inside just for around 30 minutes!!and is not public holiday!!...screw up man...

then later i drive back to my fren hse...and the mak rempek...stupid mak rempek...drive so fast...then the car infront suddenly break...ofcourse i also follow break 1 ma...but the mak rempek behind cant stop...kantoi....terus langgar...=.=

but lucky my car tak ada apa....because my car have the rubber i think to protect...so lucky lo...but still...after the thing happen...the mak rempek continue to drive so fast man...=.=

3 things super kantoi...in a day...=.=

greenbox days

下乡 days pics

these days...starting to get very stress...i dont have the mood to do anything anymore....

all the passion has gone...feel like the last piece of me has broken...i cant focus on my study now...just now my tutor ask me to do the question...i dun even have the confident to hold the marker pen...then lately the society i join...is very busy...last time all the effort the passion now suddenly like gone...i have no idea where it gone to...but feel like quitting everything i have now...

like i wan to stop vocal....stop studying....quitting society....i wan to stop everything....i have starting to feel tired...i have no idea what happen to me...

maybe sometimes feel like i am really a useless person...cant help a thing to everyone...then everytime i reach home around 11pm because of the society...but my parents didn ask why i am late or give me the chance to explain...just have the thinking dat...always go out until so late is going out and play....i and really stress....then at class...i am like a loner...i have no one 2 talk to...sitting there alone...no one notice i am there.....then yesterday...we have a meeting...they say that being SS is too much...and then i dont know why i cant control my emotion...i turn very angry...starting to picking on the words that the girl had said...and the girl cry...i suddenly feel like i had turn to another person...i really scare i will turn to another person..but....i just cant control...then the girl i like is like no response to me...i really dont know why everytime i tried but i still fail...starting to feel lack of confidence....and jia kent had singing much more better then me,and i always can break thru the wall....then suddenly jia kent say he wanted to seperate our vocal class...dat time i really had a hard feeling...is like the time has finally come...we have to walk our own road on that day...

maybe all this reason make me feel like no point of working so hard anymore...and then no one understand me....

Chia Chee Guan...the person that always laugh,joke around...had finally feel tired...he....has...finally...wanted...to.....stop....

basketball at kiara...

this is the 1st time I went in to a real indoor basketball court wei...and seriously is damn nice wei...every tuesday i be sure to go there for basketball man...take a look at the indoor basketball court man...then after the game...really damn tired...then thank to jia kent...we can have our kfc meal...xD