these days...starting to get very stress...i dont have the mood to do anything anymore....

all the passion has gone...feel like the last piece of me has broken...i cant focus on my study now...just now my tutor ask me to do the question...i dun even have the confident to hold the marker pen...then lately the society i join...is very busy...last time all the effort the passion now suddenly like gone...i have no idea where it gone to...but feel like quitting everything i have now...

like i wan to stop vocal....stop studying....quitting society....i wan to stop everything....i have starting to feel tired...i have no idea what happen to me...

maybe sometimes feel like i am really a useless person...cant help a thing to everyone...then everytime i reach home around 11pm because of the society...but my parents didn ask why i am late or give me the chance to explain...just have the thinking dat...always go out until so late is going out and play....i and really stress....then at class...i am like a loner...i have no one 2 talk to...sitting there alone...no one notice i am there.....then yesterday...we have a meeting...they say that being SS is too much...and then i dont know why i cant control my emotion...i turn very angry...starting to picking on the words that the girl had said...and the girl cry...i suddenly feel like i had turn to another person...i really scare i will turn to another person..but....i just cant control...then the girl i like is like no response to me...i really dont know why everytime i tried but i still fail...starting to feel lack of confidence....and jia kent had singing much more better then me,and i always can break thru the wall....then suddenly jia kent say he wanted to seperate our vocal class...dat time i really had a hard feeling...is like the time has finally come...we have to walk our own road on that day...

maybe all this reason make me feel like no point of working so hard anymore...and then no one understand me....

Chia Chee Guan...the person that always laugh,joke around...had finally feel tired...he....has...finally...wanted...to.....stop....

basketball at kiara...

this is the 1st time I went in to a real indoor basketball court wei...and seriously is damn nice wei...every tuesday i be sure to go there for basketball man...take a look at the indoor basketball court man...then after the game...really damn tired...then thank to jia kent...we can have our kfc meal...xD

August 27,2009

this day is my manager last day...so she was like so desprate to take photo with the leng chai...xD

quite cool...i like my post..xD

before she left...she ask me to come over the next day cus she got something to give me...as a farewell present guah..suppose we should give her but end up she is the one who giving..xD

my manager:2moro u come over here and collect ur thing ah!

me:wa...wat is that....

my manager:2moro u cum then u know la!

me:wa...must write there to "leng chai" 1 u know...or not i duno who r u giving 2..xD

my manager:sei zai ah!xD

the next day i come over and collect my things...

she give me a....erm...i also have no idea what is that,xD...but is quite nice to eat la...xDand i ask her to say...to my leng chai...and she write "lan cai"...it sound so rude...and so wrong...xD..but i think i will miss u la..xD

remember to come back and visit or give a call to leng chai la...xD

SEPT 5,2009

today i am having my HE exam...

HE = malaysian studies

so when for exam...then early in the morning i was like just keep on reading the same thing...i mean reading the same chapter...didn read others...then when i reach to college...the 1st thing i waas being call is "GAY LOU!!"omg man...to all the girls...1st thing i am not gay...2nd thing is i like girls ok.....is ok to intro some girls to me...yea...xD

so when i went in to the class...i saw my HE lecturer as our jaga 1 la...i have no idea wat they call and i duwan to know wat are they....my HE lecturer = crocodile...my class all give him this name...maybe he is too ganas when he teach...and no one come for his lecturer...cool right...

then i saw my exam paper,i duno how to do...super dead....looking at the crocodile...also no mood to do...den just "cincai" do lo...around like 10.30am...and still have 5 mins left for me to decide to walk out of the room anot...is much more harder then doing this test....cus i duno how to do the exam and i have alot of blank....so just screw it...walk out of the room...and i know that i am "toast"...

then having group study with prudence and her fren...Kah yee...so we decide to go in to the hostel and the main thing is....hostel got alot of chicks wei....is like wat a waste that i didn stay in hostel...SHIT!...anyway...i cant focus on studying BMS....cus of the ppl walking around...i mean chicks walkin around..xD

den i saw my classmate jun hui...

me:yo!where u when just nw??

jun hui:having lunch with our classmate la...eh?u studying BMS ah?

me:haha..no la..i am taking bath...no studying...xD

jun hui:huh??(blur case)(and he dun get me)

me:nth la...

den 1 hours later....i saw a spider from the ceiling drop down to the chair there....i tell prudence and kah yee that a spider just drop down from the ceiling...then they dun trust me....den i wait until the spider appear then i show them...they are like jumping around...and that thing is quite big size man...i mean the body....and it has "bulu" 1.....is quite interesting wei...xD

there is much more clear 1...xD

makan with 舒夷顾问

5 kembodians!

man...days keep on pass....i feel like i miss those kembodians....those making fun of someone...slapping each other in the face...saying jun yan and soon wei are gay couples...and those horny groups behind...xD...

man...i miss those days......

the guys in 5 kemboja...musketeerz..xD
soon wei..kin xian...sean...me...zhi hong(i have no idea why he is in..xD)..and the guy below,chen chun..xD

my gangs...xD

the kembodian footballers!!(enter semi final 1 leh..xD)

trip to genting...xD

but now it looks like each of us have a different time to gather each other...cus of the schedule of each kembodians are different...and we are not in the same college too...is so hard to see each other man....

going to miss 5 kembojas....peace man....

sorry guys...my blog has been so dead for so long...cus dun have the time to go on9 bloggin..busy for college life...and add on i dun have internet to access...so...here was my newest update la..xD

lately i keep on having some night life...now also almost pokkai adi...T.T....cheong K in the minnight...den go outing with gu wen....watch movie...haha....xD

makan at bbq plaza...xD

green box..xD

this pic is the night that we go outing with gu wen...our senior la...we go watch movie...den after dat...we been hanging around KL man...didn sleep the whole night...den we wait until the LRT to open...means dat i wake up from 8am...cus got class ma...den until 6 am the next day...seriously cant tahan...oh ya...btw...KL clubbing ah...seriously wei...those girls all wearing very little cloth punya..xD...but everyone is like vomiting everywhere....gross....

Tagged by Kai sheng..

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed
* har...didn even try be4 lips leh...xD

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
* sleepy....

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
* Daphney or qiao xin i think...xD

4. Would you consider yourself spoilt?
* maybe...

5. Will you ever donate blood?
* haha...i scare pain..xD..jk la..

6. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
* got..soh poh lo...xD

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
* maybe...not so sure...yes..xD

8. What does your last message say?
* .......forgot d....long time ago leh...

9. What are you thinking right now?
* i havent done practicing my piano!!

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
* mm...sure,dun mind hot chicks..xD

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
* 12am...WHY??weird question..

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
* huh?!.....

13. Is someone in your mind right now?
* yea...T.T

14. Who was the last person who text you?
*someone you dont know...

Tag 10 "lucky" people do this quiz.
1 jia kent
2 samantha
3 hui ee
4 daphney
5 qiao xin
6 gloria
7 chuan joo
8 natsumi
9 xin wei
10 ji yan

15. Who is number two (samantha) having a relationship with?
* someone that is start with W...xD

16. Is number three (huiee) a male or female?
* I duno wei...maybe is guy or girl...or maybe ren yao..xD

17. If number 7 (chuan joo) and number 1 (jia kent) get together will it be good?
* maybe...cus they have equal size..xD..jk dudes...

18. What is number 1 (jia kent) studying?
*Mass-com

19. Is number 4 (daphney) single?
* i think so...she always look 4 handsome 1...XD

20. Say something about number 6 (gloria)
*I still remember the pimple at her ....xD...

21. What you think of number 3 (huiee) and number 6 (gloria) being together?
*life will change...xD

22. Describe number 9 (xin wei)
* Dunno...btw...how is the bird??or the chicken??xD

23. Do you like number 8 (natsumi)?
* friend friend lo...xD

done..these days...college life driving me nuts man...everything come together at the same time...not much time to go blogging...

ciaoz!